A little jewel of a painting and a view out of the door.

I rarely do this…you know…because the “Hey, look what I did!” approach feels like so much boasting, so please forgive this little bit of boasting in this post.

A month or so ago I started a new little painting and I showed the under painting on my FB page. And then I put it aside till today. (I do that)
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Today I think I finished this little jewel in sapphire. I’m really pleased with it, but the main thing is it felt so good to paint for a couple of hours.

Why don’t I do that every day?
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Also, my friend Celi of the kitchen’s garden asked what we see out of our door…the daily view. This is what I see Celi.

I’m really enjoying seeing the fellowship’s daily view on Celi’s blog. It’s one of my daily reads. :)
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Playing with something new in the studio

It’s a quiet day at home.
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Everyone’s busy doing their own thing,
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and I had enough of photography for the day.
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So I snuck away into my studio and altered a book.
This is a sweet little children’s book with sturdy pages. It is called Sheila Sinclair’s Quest by Muriel Stapley. I loved the little cameo image on the front cover and decided this would be my quest to play book.
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I glued every three pages together with a glue stick to make a sturdy “canvas” for holding paint, collage, anything. This left me with 18 paintable surfaces. Not too long, not too short, just right for a quick fun play.
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The first page evolved into a life-sized petunia blossom from my garden, painted with acrylics and India ink on a backdrop of collages paper.
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The second pages features a found phrase and is painted with black gesso, India ink, colour pencils and white chalk.
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For the next pages I’m playing with constructing pop-ups.
Stay tuned for more.

Ugh, Monday morning!

I’m not usually all “ugh, Monday morning!” but today was an exception. By 8am I made tea, took the garbage out, let the carpet cleaning service in, moved furniture out of their way, and realised that not only were they going to make a racket with their shampooing machines and hoses, but the lawn service came next door and fired up their trimmers, mowers, blowers and all the other __owers they had. And then the garbage, recycling and green recycling trucks started their systematic beep-beeping reverse back lane pick up.

And I realised Kerstin left me a dozen scrubby organic limes. I don’t like the taste of limes very much and have no idea what to do with them.

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There was only one thing for it: go hide in my loft studio.

I call it a studio because it sounds nice to me, and it is my studio, but it’s also my office, my writing room, sewing room, craft room, and storage for photo props, equipment and Binky and Bunny’s toys, and, it was a mess.

The thing is, this is my space, only mine, and no one is really welcome up here when I’m working, especially in this studio half, except with permission. So I decided that I should probably invest in myself a little and clean my space up. This decision was helped along beautifully by my friend Julie who wrote the loveliest manifesto, who in turn linked to this interesting girl, Gillian. So I cleaned up one half of the loft/office/studio.

This is the half of the loft where the skylight makes for the best light to paint and so this is the studio half. In it are three great big desks and a large table. An easel which holds big canvases usually stands in the middle but is foldable and slips behind the roll top desk.

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I pulled out this inspiration board I made in 2009. It’s funny, mainly because I change the images I have around me so often, but this board still makes me happy. I still like to look at it. I wonder why I hide these things away. This one will stay out for a while now so I can look at it, but at the same time, I feel like making a new one. Haven’t made one in several years and I used to made them quite often. Anyone make inspiration boards out there anymore? I hope so.

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Here’s a little collage of the desks and table tops. Top left clockwise, nice things to play with inside the cubbies of the roll top desk to distract me from paying bills…lol, the French easel set up for use on the art table (it took me forever to sort out the pencils, pens, brushes, etc. I’m telling you right now, put things back where they belong after use, you’ll thank me later!), Fred the frog on my writing desk (he makes sure he looks stern so I write and don’t fool around, and here is the little owl which C made for me beside a fossil bowl full of iron pyrite and vintage lead and wooden stamps. For some reason I have a lot of iron pyrite around. I’m really drawn to it. I wonder what that means. (My grandmother always said I’m part magpie and she was probably right about that.)

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The roll top desk is where I pay bills, keep track of expenses, deal with business correspondence and calculate taxes, you know, all the yucky life stuff. And speaking of taxes, I guess I better get back to work. I’ll clean up and photograph the set/sewing/storage/craft part of the loft in a day or two. (when I get it looking presentable) :)

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I know I’m dreadfully and very unfashionably late but would still like to link up to Mary at Little Red House for Mosaic Mondays because it’s a treat to visit as many of the gals as I can. In the meantime, anyone got any ideas what to do with a dozen scrubby looking organic limes? (No, I don’t drink margaritas, mojitos, daiquiris or cosmos.) :)

Sunday Whirl…oh no, Sylvia Plath words…good thing I didn’t look first!

I copied the Whirl words from Brenda’s Saturday prompt from the Sunday Whirl FB page into a blank word document and didn’t look beyond the words. Good thing too because I would have known and been influenced by Lady Lazarus and would probably have written a more slash-your-wrists-by type of poem.

We all are a bit afraid of my slash-your-wrists-by poetry…come on…admit it. :)

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charge, art, knocks, filaments, cell, sticky,
pearls, bone, linen, air, beware, skin, call

It’s all in here with the steamer trunks and canvases long covered with old linen and sticky, stale air.

You know it. This is the stuff you can feel. The stuff you understand.

Open a trunk and watch dust pinwheel thru the orange haze of a 30-watt bulb.

Close your eyes. There is life here.

A merciless call in every cell, every hair on your skin.

Take a chance. Lift away the linens. Look at it.

Once you believed that art would open a doorway to a beautiful world. A perfect world.

As it happened, you were watching yourself, studying your bone structure, staring at a full length mirror from across the room.

And your vision focused on reality.

Some place where disbelief and pearls of wisdom are two sides of a worthless coin.

And as you live knocking around in your tin-can armour while your passion withers away locked in those trunks, under that linen,

Beware of aging in that cold room where even God is chattering his teeth.

Breathe in. Feel the charge. Pull off the linen and exhale.

And look up in time to see the aged bulb flicker its last light and listen.

Just listen to the sound of the frail filaments tinkling in the clouded glass.

………….

Art: “Making the rounds” Mixed media on heavy Arches paper. (paper collage, pencils, pens, acrylics, chalk, nail polish, (yup, you can paint with nail polish if you want to) photographed with coins)

Having some fun

Yesterday I found a few old maps in one of the charity shops in Witney. Most of you know I tend to rip apart, destroy, repurpose old maps, books, letters…anything actually. (Don’t worry, I would never destroy vintage or valuable documents.)

I started with this 1980 Ordnance Survey map. I love these because they tend to be B/W and lovely to draw on.

There are 18 really good useable panels between the folds.

My thoughts are this map has the possibility of 18 little Christmas paintings each sent to friends as little prezzies.

So far I’ve got three mistletoe and three holly paintings. Stay tuned for more.

Done with pencils, watercolour pencils and ink.

What’s mine? Ha…what a question for the WordPress weekly photo challenge to ask just now!

Yup too much naval gazing lately.
That’s what happens in the studio, door shut, silence, just the whisper of my paintbrush on the canvas. I thought this WordPress weekly photo challenge was a bit right on the spot for right now. Evaluating what is “mine” in this past September month of loss, was something that, if you’re me, is a slightly dangerous thing to be doing.

I offer this: a shot from my studio.

If I take it philosophically I can truly say there are very few things that I consider as mine. Definitely not possession or people. The greatest treasure I “own” is my talent. My ability to put paint to canvas, my ability to put words down on paper, my ability to recognise a light quality and grab the camera…and most importantly, these are the things which please me, soothe me, bring me joy and peace. This is mine. Mine uniquely and, since I can create art out of sand, pebbles, bits of found wire and twigs and find it fulfilling, cameras, canvases, paints, paper, all could be gone and I still would have my talent and that would be enough to make me happy. (Although you might be stuck listening to me recite!)  :0

My friend Jane Ann Mc Lachlan has issued an interesting challenge; to reflect on my past over the month of Oct. Twenty five posts in 31 days. I’m thinking that maybe I can’t do it but I’ll give it a try for now and include this poem as a reflection:

Wandering in the wood the ghost of my thoughts delivers letters to the trees.
The trees reply by shaking their heads and sighing above the constant music of their branches.
On the ground the needles whisper beneath invisible feet.
In cracks and crevices the mushrooms clear their throats and declare on the merits of loss.
The ghost flits sadly away and is lost to view among brambles and clumps of dead bracken which crackle softly by its passing.
The trees drop the letters on the soil to be carried by excited beetles snickering at the sentimental words.
Till squirrels pounce and grab the letters for themselves and dart away.

Ok, it’s as good as it’s going to get right now.

Edit: My friend Sara very gently informed me that it’s navel not naval unless there’s an ocean in my belly button…lol…I’m such a numpty!

Thank you Sara :)

Hello again Sunday Whirl…missed you

I’ve missed a couple of weeks of whirls for one reason or another. You know what I’m like…sometimes I really need a good kick to write poetry.
So thank you Brenda for these great words. It’s a huge pleasure to have a reason to write.

dusk, link, trace, empty, essential, rose, pencil, fence, chain, recipe, forgiven, operator

That’s the way dusk usually is she said
I think she said it because she thought she saw a trace of empathy in my eyes
Or because she was looking at my sketchbook thru her decaf latte

She dyed her hair blue and cut it short, except for the fringe in her eyes
She thought it was essential for her new look and sequined shoes
I thought she looked like a lost mermaid in the city

I thought I’d tell her my grandmother’s recipe for gingerbread
That she can make on evenings when she reaches level ground
Or when she needs to break the chain of her decaf lattes

Or when the city feels too small or when she needs absolution
Forgiven? She said she is the sole operator of her destiny
I wondered how it must be to see the world in rose thru a blue fringe

She left half her latte which had gone too cold by then
She walked out the door into the rain-filled alley throwing ice like a blue comet
And passed thru the hole in a broken-down fence

I want to leave too because this room is four walls of concrete
That will not allow me to breathe properly
And I know she will skip classes and cartwheel on her fingertips and run free without reins

She is my link away from the nights when I cling to my sketchbook
My mind feels empty like air between wings or a sign in the dark
And only the pencil in my writing hand seems real

Check out these fun whirls from Carol, Walt, Hannah, and Veronica and then maybe write something off the top of your head. I’d love to read it!

art: a tiny little oil painting of an Oxfordshire sunset on a front cover of an old book of carols…What? It’s like a stretched canvas.  :)

 

Ephemeral sculpture just for me? Why yes…of course!

A nest came down this spring. I think it was a pigeon’s nest, and it could have been the dove’s, but it lay on the ground under the tree…disintegrating. In the meantime the pigeons/doves moved on to bigger and better trees with fresher and stronger branches.

I’ve been walking around the old nest, a sad little pile of twigs, and I’ve been thinking about reconstructing it, rebuilding it.

Today I did just that, with some copper wire, a flint pebble and those forgotten twigs.

It’s been an Edison kind of day

How many ways are there to break a light bulb?

Oh plenty!!!

It seems to me that no one has ever taken a low pressure sodium bulb apart because I couldn’t find any directions about it.

But, how hard can it be?

I tried to follow the on-line directions for dismembering a regular light bulb but the sodium bulb didn’t play along the same rules.

I got the bottom off, broke the glass seal and knocked the glass out, snapped the inside glass filament, there was a whoosh of air…took an hour to get this far…so far so good…then tried to wedge the glass filament out and…SNAP…the outer glass broke in three.

Damn

Really hard.

Stopped after a few hours and lots of broken glass…for now…but it’s on bulbs…you will be lovely glass poetry vessels!

So for the rest of the afternoon I…

Took care of my saved rose,

Made brown sugar pears with ginger snaps,

And watched my geraniums grow.

Sunday Whirl…dreaming


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Do you feel it?
This melancholy mood.
Yesterday I watched the sunset, rosy then gold then gray.
Remember seeing the crows swoop and swing on the pines.
Into the night,
And silence.
But then the moon cast down lofty, private powers
Foxes were screaming, owls screeching, smaller things scuttling about and taking cover in the clover
Erotic rutting in the fields among the grasses in the pale light of the waning
Then I was running
I was running thru the fields on long matchstick-legs
Running with the deer to the river
To the river to fling my sleek, silver body into the darkness and float with the silvery minnows
I rose and fell with breath, with the flow, with the minnows, in the darkness
And lifted up on heron wings to spray starlight across the sky
Then… the dawn chorus
And I lay in bed and stared at a stray cobweb on the ceiling till 10am.

Brenda I loved the words this week, thank you. What a treat it is to have a random group of words to play with each Sunday. And also loved reading thru my friend’s, especially Walt, Sara, Jo Ann, Carol, Misky and the amazing Hannah. Go have a read when you get a chance. (Poetry is good for you…like a great, big yummy salad of health for your brain.)

Art: a sketch done with my new water soluble charcoal pencils on a piece of a 1971 Ordnance Survey Map (Go new pencils!)